
I crash into you again
writhing with the pain
clawing down the sides as I
fall into your tunnel again
Things had been so good
When I wasn’t looking
it pounces
A thief in the night-time hour
The infinite
sadness
consuming me
Like I’m lost
blind
The scared little child takes over
Falling deeper ever deeper
I cannot see him
I black out in fear
and the sadness becomes me
“I’m sorry”, I whisper
as he pulls me out again
“Look at me! Look me in the eye!”
I gasp for air
breathing in the reality
I came out of it again
“I’m so sorry”, I whisper
“I’m so sorry.”